Happy {heavenly} birthday
Today my husband would have been 70 years old. I wish he were here to celebrate his birthday. That was the plan. That’s the way it was suppost to be-us growing old together. . It’s amazes me how much it still hurts and how much I still miss him. Over the years I’ve written many […]
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Jul, 07, 2024
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29 years ago today

Many years have passed and my heart still aches. I no longer cry every day but the fierce loss still lingers along side the tears that impatiently wait to come forth with little prompting. Memories of you, of us, still color my every waking hour and nightmares of your death still invade my nights.
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Jun, 11, 2024
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51 years ago today
Memories-bittersweet memories of the day I eloped with my now deceased husband. We started a long awaited married life that ended much too soon.
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Jul, 15, 2023
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28 years…(updated-now 29 years ago)

June 8th pm 1995-the last time I saw my husband June 11th 1995 -watched detective get out of white unmarked car to bring “the news” – he’d never be coming home. j left in the desertdirt mixed with bloodsilenced by winda gunshot unheard plans played outa death visualizedthe lone hero fallsno longer to ride How […]
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Jun, 10, 2023
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The pain never goes away

Thursday, June 8th, 1995 I went to bed with my dear husband not knowing it would be the last time I’d lay down beside him & the last time I’d ever see him. 3 days later a detective would knock on my door with news that his body had been found. This NEVER gets easier […]
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Jun, 08, 2022
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